I wonder whether two persons could get to marriage (or simple be together) without being soul mate of one another.
There are questions and doubts on why I have never shared my past. Not true, I did share. Just that if you hear but not listen, you would not be aware of it. I have rather high expectation after making up my mind to speak: silence and empathy. It is not a shadow of a doubt that one can never reach 100 percent understand each other, so I demand silence, not judgement. And if it is not given once, the trial would fail and cease to continue.
The pain is there, buried underneath. When we talk, jokes and laughter cover it up. For a minute, it is forgotten. As an aftermath, it becomes worse as it confirms how strong the root of doubt grip and how far it spreads.
Is this so call crisis ? No satisfaction, no expectation.
A person who read, we share our books and thought, and ideas.
A person who speak after carefully studying, not being naively and blindly led by public media.
A person who follow rational course of action consistently.
A person who respect the difference that dwells within others, not enforce any subjective ideas.
A person who understand the meaning of Privacy.
A person who see and appreciate the effort in the process, not the final result.
A person who enjoy the nature and play sport.
Am I serving an example of "People asking for too much are not happy". Or is the other person ?
Personally, I consider myself very cautious of the matter of taking and giving. I count when I say "I want ..." :)
At the moment I am afraid of visualizing the scene in which I intend to end this relationship and the other person talk about marriage and children. I can't find a way out.
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