Old old friend

I should go home early,
why don't I find something I like to do,
something that I could do when I am still young ...

All are non-sense to me though, the thing I love most right now is working.
And what's wrong with working 16hrs/day, and even weekend ?
This is what I can only do when I'm young.

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No matter what happens, I know that I live out of that world. Or I should say they are not in my definition.

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Was really happy, to the extreme, hahaha ... getting in touch with an old friend[in its all meaning]. That reminds me a lot of things, the time when we drank beer together, yeah, budweizer, his favorite... Sleeping with some ... tiny mice ... watching "the abyss" ... complaining about Liz and her laziness ...
Oh man, wonder how long have it been since I last brought myself to the kitchen...

Damn, I didn't have the chance hiking with you, man. I really love to ...

I remember my last day staying up there, all night long, talking about nothing, as if nothing matters, nothing can bothers these three guys...

You really rock, you know that !

Don't really want to but ... why can't people here be frank like those friends of mine ? Just stop bitching ! I'm sick of it !

That also reminds me I have a very big dream, and need to overcome any obstacle, any ...

Dream

That is something just too strong, too persistent...
A piece, a fragment of memory...
I just don't want to let go.
I've be gripping that broken glass with all the might of ten fingers,
They're bleeding, I know ...
But ...

Just a moment, only last for seconds,
It's so beautiful ! And God blesses the pretty things.
The most beautiful creature in that world,
...

Yes, I know them all.

Back to reality,
Does she tell me what she wants ?
Can I give her what she needs ?
...
It doesn't matter,
doesn't matter at all,
I have already made the decision long time ago,
Remain in this world ...
The world that is only for us.

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Damn ! I'm totally serious ! Just how can I show her ...
Don't have the courage to take a leap of faith,
And now live like an old man full of regret