Alone again, naturally

A little bit off,
No book to read,
No song to hear,
No man to see,
No word to speak.

Am I gonna be alone again ?
How am I supposed to do ?
The loss of feeling,
Or the feeling of being lost.

Wanna save my dear friends from all stubborn troubles,
Grant them a peaceful life if I could.
Wanna act good, a gentle boy that I used to be.
They keep me good, a gentle boy that I used to be.
Where should the next step wisely land ?
which bring more sorrow laugh,
Or cause less pleasant tears ?

We said good-bye so naturally,
As if we would see each other tomorrow.
We talked about nothing that mattered.
We rode around nowhere that mattered.
As if the silent road runs, and excited bike stands.

Well, segmented memories, and streams of current thought,
are all connected by mysterious void, messily !
The urgent flu came in time,
Shortened the Gravity string,
Tied my sleepy head to the shaky ground,
Closely and naturally.

And whisper and whisper all day
Truly am indeed alone again, naturally.