A little

Not always, my friend.

Only a little in early mornings,
Only a little in hot noons,
Only a little in back-home evenings,
Seven days of a week,
Four weeks of a month,
Twelve months of a year,
Ten years of a decade.

Should I take one annual leave from this continuous chain of days thinking of her.

A reminder to myself

It doesn't matter how many time one newly born device is called another's rival, or killer, as long as you choose to follow one's shadow, you can never win the real entity. I'm talking about the Galaxy Player, Galaxy Tab, Toshiba Folio, Hp Slate, and the like. Why must its shape take the same as that of its rival, Apple Ipod, Ipad, or Iphone ? If you like to play role of a killer, put some serious effort, in stead of discouraged imitation. Let's talk about the Galaxy Player, similar prototype, no much difference except for a highly equipped peripheral components.

This reminds me an argument I had with some friends, about what sort of business or product should we do ? A little surprise flashed in my head when they said product should serve need from the present, not the future. Like the other side of the coin, some out of the blue ideas of mine originates from years further to the future whenever my encounter of any unsatisfied process/product/events. The same question as always: "how would it look like in the future ? how would they sing a song ? how would they listen to music ? how would they live ? how would they breath, or simply how would the flush the toilet "

Well, one may argue several streams of thinking when different brains are questioned by the same question may be navigated into the same direction. However, it is not very tricky to distinguish one similarity with an imitation.

As final words, if great technology/electronic corporations wants me, as one of their faithful consumer, they must make a difference, a breakthrough, an impressive perspective, an astonishing simplicity, which demands a sophisticated process of concentration before achieving such simplicity.

Cheers,

Uncertainty

What is that I need from her ? My effort was said to be not consistence and continuous, as a result, the outcome is nothing but fragments, like those shattered pieces of glass on the floor, and from time to time, I picked one by one, got my fingers cut, and complain about my broken heart... What a pain !!!

Spending more than enough time only to find out what I need from her, maybe a word of forgiveness ... for what I had done in the past, that I didn't realize I was the one initializing the break-up, that I was too foolish, ... and that I made her cry.... 

Wanna tell her face to face, yet ... wonder is it a wise decision ? 

Just don't wanna remind her those sad memory... 

Just get satisfied by living in the same city, under the same sky, and maybe sometimes we're gazing at the same thing.

Just feel pleased knowing she's doing fine at this moment... 

Saying her she's my whole world, and hand grabbing tightly another world.

One dream too beautiful to wake up, and too painful to keep on.

Said it all, nothing to say at all ... nothing I said that matter, it doesn't matter any more ... 

It hurts the most when realizing ... she's not there, in the imagined future of mine ... 

I'm even lying myself ... 

That I love her ? I don't know

That I don't care what the hell is going on with her ? I'm not sure, ... 

And yes, it's obvious that the only one holding the answer is myself, ... 

Oh my god, my skull is breaking ... my brain is stuck in this infinite recursion ... 

idea note

Basic idea :
  - To achieve the best sound experience in your room, house or any kind of shape of container. This relates to what kind of speaker, sound devices, its power, shape, the structure of user's room/house, so that user can figure out the best position in his/her room/house for that kind of speaker.

How to implement:
 - input :
     + A series of the room/house's photo
     + Relatively precise specification of the sound device
     + A favorite spot in the room/house to enjoy the sound
 - output :
     + The best position that device should be located in the original structure
     + The suggestion of changing movable things in that room/house to obtain a better experience
 - How to do that :
     + Using 3D model reconstruction, to built the model of the room/house
     + Apply searching algorithm to find the location with highest output regarding the favorite spot

Difficulties :
  + The correctness of 3D reconstructed model
  + The correctness of sound device info
  + The optimal searching algorithm for the best solution