Reality

An unknown girl ! Oh my god ! what exactly am I thinking ? Or just what state am I right now ?
But ... it's sweet ^^!

I don't know her, and neither does she.
She has gentle yet bright smile. Her short hair really impresses me ... so innocent !!!! ARGGGGGG
I got into her house, not really sure that's her house.
She has one sister, [this part is ... totally out of the question] who ... is in the same Japanese class as I am !!!
The scene that I remember so well :
3 of us sitting on the bench; I'm sitting at one end, the sister at the another, and she ... is lying on the bench [what the ...] Of course her head is on my side [at least in my dream I still have some sense of fact]. She ... is just so cute that I can't hold myself back. I lift up her head, and land it on my lap ! [Maybe in reality I would never dare to do such thing] ... And ... She just lets it be ! Oh my god ! Can I take it as a YES ? Yes to be my friend ? If that's the case, I would be very very happy ! ... Even though I was forced to wake up by some unknown reason,  I feel ease in my heart. She calms them down, all of my confusion, frustration, temptation, ... with that event, I think I can love again ^^ A little bit hopeful, maybe at some place, at some time, I will be able to meet her, my destined ... [even type it out ... really embarrassing ... tch ].
Sooner or later we're gonna meet each other, :)

By the way, it definitely be very great if her birthday is on the same date as mine too @_@ Yes, we can celebrate it together. The present for her, which I would plan it carefully several months ahead, design courses of action, how that day is gonna be, how she would get the present surprisingly, how I want her to be happy. It must be one hand-tiny thing like key chain, or pendant or a wooden music box, so that she can carry it all around, and it is unique ^^. And one other thing would be ... thing that has practical use ... like ... I don't know. Or just in case she doesn't like my hand-made stuff, it's too weird or too embarrassing to carry, who knows, hahaha.

 + I'll get her some flowers, which has distinctive yet not too strong scent, in the very early morning. Wish her have a beautiful day.[She won't know whose it is of course ^^]

 + I'll bake her one small cake, draw her name and her funny face on it, hahaha. She would scold me for that, hahaha. With a candle on it, definitely ! XD

 + I'll cook dinner myself, let me see, what I'm gonna cook ? Japanese cuisine ? Korean ? or dishes that I'm most confident, American food ? Maybe Spice Italian Spaghetti would be perfect, too. [Maybe I would appear as a waiter + chef in that moment too. The menu is shown to her look like :
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------JAPANESE :
========Tonkotsu  ramen :        Not available : Ramen is out of Stock
========Kitsune Udon :             Not available : Tofu has turned smelly.
========Unagi Udon :                Not available : Eels go out for their friend's birthday party
========Natsu Chicken :           Not available : All chickens are busy with "Chicken run" cartoon]
------AMERICAN :
======== Beef Tips :                  Not available : mad cow decease.
======== Apple pork chop :       Not available : 3 pigs are stuck in the wood, surrounded by a evil wolf
======== Spicy Spaghetti :         1 serving left [only for friend of great chef Mart ]
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(I guess she would ... be shocked for a moment !!! what the hell is this ? And when she forcefully asks for the only spicy spaghetti, she will be asked "Are you friend of our great chef Mart ?" ! hahaha, wonder how she will react ! Maybe .. she will say YES and give me a k... (ARGGGGGG) )

 + Not done yet, I'll also prepare honey apple for her [Japanese style]
 + We're watching movie after meal, while enjoying ice cream, hahaha
 + And right before the end, I'll sing, sing the song that I wrote just for her. [Hope ... she likes it]
 + A gentle kiss on her forehead and say "Good night !" will end up for the day. She'll walk hastily with so adorable shyness.

[Sigh]

By the way, all of that must be prepared in advance, and she must, must, must not have any idea about what will come. Maybe three days before that important day, I will make her angry, and try to ... ignite a little fight ! hahaha. Or shouldn't I =.=' Or I pretend to be very busy with my work, and has no time for her at all. haha

If her [and my ^^] birthday were on weekend ? Maybe I should go out and have fun with her, in the morning, then, find some reasonable excuse, leave her in the afternoon and ... "evening, too" [with "I'm sorry, I don't think I can meet you tonight. I'll call u later", then hang up hurriedly, haha] That will be the time that I can confirm everything go as plan.
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I wonder what I would answer if she asks me ... what do I want for my birthday ?
I would say ... 1 billion dollars without a second thought ! hahahaha ! [And again, another red hill rising on my head]. If all events above can be done with her, she feels happy, I think I'll be happy too. She gives me some one to love, some one to take care of. [a picture of smile in my dream just pops up. Ok ok, even though I don't know her face, but I'm sure her smile is really really beautiful. I feel so blessed ]
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Dreams are my reality, the only kind of reality... my fantasy ^^