Monday, September 27, 2010

Peace of mind

Like a new sensation, an awareness that has never been seen before.
Like fully confident that you're holding the key for every single doors, a generic solution to all puzzles.
Everything is simple and easy.
All I need to do is step by step pull the string out of that big mess.
Yet don't really understand the reason why ^^.
[A friend dared say ... because my head got hit by a bottle couples of day ago, it resets my "PC" ! hahaha]

I love it, really love it ?
Et si c'était vrai...
Skimming the content reminds me "Midori no hibi" anime, which let me down a little bit; yet decided to flip its cover. And a huge intersection between 2 sets, story line and my own life, surprised me.
Couldn't stop laughing until my stomach hurt,
Couldn't stop crying, sniffing like a child,
... [sigh]
From that day, I've treasured silence sunrise even more,
Felt less lonely and ... pessimistic...[neither more optimistic though]

On the other hand, some missing piece troubles me quite a bit ^^,
Again, don't truly rush to find out what it is/ they are [unlike the old me, tried all means to solve, then reach the state of panic, insecureness, loss of direction, ... even hatred. "Time can be substituted by effort and algorithms", what a confident me ! hahaha ].
Not absolutely true after all, for some can only be clear by the hand of time [sigh]

Wish Tine find himself, made a right decision of his life, and show me his bright smile again ^^
Wish Ahn keep enjoying his life as he does now
Wish Udy get over his break-up soon
Wish Ritue ... quit his current damn job, find one new company that understand his ability more !!!
Wish other friends health.
And her, too; All the best ! The biggest mistake that I made was not honest to myself, but I promise, I'll see you soon. [Simply can't give you up after more than a decade loving you, hahaha]
Me have a nice day ^^V

1 comment:

  1. By the way, wanna tell you guys: this morning, the sky was really beautiful. That makes me feel some giant uses his/her rubber eraser unskillfully on the page of bright blue, leaving spots and streaks of dark clouds.
    Some day when transferring images by brain wave of signal is possible, I'll send you right away. For now, make yourselves as imaginary as possible. Hahaha.

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