People can "clone" the sun much more easily than they expected. Looking at lines of car you can see lines of SUNs are being mass-produced in factory named Earth.
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There is countless time thought of giving up bite his mind. It was really a very, ... , very long 4km. Memories of past questioned him where his motive were at that moment. Used to run for courage, courage to confront and confess. Now ? Nothing save to a child play.
What would happen if he gave up at that time ? Once in a while ? Or the beginning of the end ?
What was wrong with simply stopping doing something because you don't want to any more ?
What's wrong with being weak ? Is it really that bad ?
What is it that I've been pursuing ?
Power ? How much ? Enough to stand alone on this planet.
Money ? How much ? Enough to calm myself and prove that money is not everything.
Love ? Do I need any when I have power and money ?
After seeing a shooting star in the early morning, I wished I have nothing to wish, none of power, money or love.
Who am I now ? What have I become ? Gotta find the answer myself.
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The bad should be loved, so that they can change to be better.
The good is really good if they wish the same thing.
However,
The good is loved and the bad is hated.
The good becomes better ? what kind of "better" is that when they don't understand pain ?
The bad gets worse. They will do bad things, to the good and ...
Everything goes on and on in the perfect circle.
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I'm trying to understand what that care-free wild bird is thinking ? Like the way I always do with other things, animals, plants, ... If they can speak, what will they say ?
"You, human, are the worst. You've raised us up, chopped us down, done whatever thing you think it's good for you. Who do you think you are ? Who gives you the rights to do that to us for the sake of your own good ? If someday I turn to be bigger and stronger than you, I'll make sure you suffer all the same hardship as I do now."
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Do I really have to speak out so that she could understand ?
Can't I simply look at her and she would get the message ?
Like the way wind does: It shakes the branches of trees, or blows waves of sea ? It doesn't say anything, does it ?
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:) i think i'm becoming your blogger-friend hehe
ReplyDeletei think there's nothing wrong to be weak, lost frm time to time.. it's more human that way =.=' haha
but what is wrong or right or good or bad in the 1st place?
it's not wrong of course but just a question that what will you get if you just simply stop? nothing will begin and nothing will end. sounds perfect sometimes but it equals 0. completely nothingness. what's the point then, to live? without anything to feel
well that's my reasoning though haha
jst make sure you wont regret whatever you've chosen to do, to pursue :)
maybe you havent found your real destination? or maybe it's jst tiredness once in a while
and basically the good and the bad is all yours to define. i mean whatever we believe is appropriate or not... good or bad is just concept human construct in the 1st place. that's why for me there's nothing inherently good or bad. and why is it that the 'good' dont understand pain? is it generalization =p hehe do they really experience no pain at all? even the concept of 'pain' variates individually =.=' haha
seems that i put too many questions and nothing helps rite T_T
coz i'm always trying to stand on different perspective ><
and very lastly, the ideal is always the mutual understanding without the need to voice out... bt it's really idealized T_T
there is time when we need to initiate, give it a push or signal ... just need some initiation, or else we dont even know what we may miss ><
again jst make sure you wont regret whatever you've chosen =p hehe
I really can't say anything.
ReplyDeleteIn fact I have plenty of thoughts after reading your comment (one's ambition, ego, perfectionism, or the ultimately best way to love human/nature/creature/even alien XDDDD)
Really want to argue with you yet can't find a way to express or choose which I should/ which I should not ... and certainly know that it's going nowhere, same as those I used to. And I'm afraid you'll be driven insane or doubt all your existing common sense.... I'll commit a serious crime then ...
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Same here ! I suddenly (and unexpectedly) realize that I've been checking your blog quite often. XDDDD It's funny ! XDDDDD
well you can challenge me w all the questions T_T
ReplyDeleteit wont lead to nowhere bt hopefully i may learn a new way of perceiving things
as i need to be waken up from my pink bubble of ideal world frm time to time +__+
haha